c u!

goodebyes suck and i suck at good byes. my instinct is to run away (which i often do {sorry for the stairwell incident, betsy and john…}) i just go before exposing you to how much snot i produce when crying (and i DO cry) and how sad farewells are. and they are SAD. terrible and sad. the prospect of never- to- see- your- beautiful- face- again being a reality just drives the sad even deeper. and let’s not even talk about the scariness of a future with out you, and the uncertainty that brings. yikes.

so let’s do this-

not so long, not good bye. nothing as terminal as that.

no. no. no

we’ll leave it at something a bit more open. and openness is where it’s at.

but first-

thank you (yes YOU) for reading this blog this nutty year, thank you for all the support and kindness and interest and help and everything that went into these past 11 months. i hope in these posts you can see how i’ve grown and changed and become someone and something more real than i was when i rolled into the spiz. please understand that i did the best i could, the best i knew how which maybe at times did work out so well, but i tried my hardest to make it work and to make work. and tho i am often hesitant to speak for rachel, nicholas, and arielle i KNOW my fellow airs did their best and tried their hardest, and that is all we can ask of each other.

so in that know that i love you and will take you and my year here along with me everywhere.
THANKYOUTHANKYOU

how does this sound?

see you!

bye for now!

love you!

i’ll be in boston for the summer, so those of you who want to see the great bay state, sample the glories of new england, honor the beloved motherland drop me a line.

just drop me a line anyway. i’ll be thinking of and missing you!

ps: no friends club blog coming soon… i know you are excited!